endless.

exam mid year dah habis~sakit2 bahu aq dibuatnye.
kena pi urut ni. mane tidaknye, tiap malam tido tk menentu.
then at meja je la tempat aq lena.

dgn buku merata2. kelam kelibut bilik jadinye. semoga berbaloi la.

 tp still tk cukup tu.

hmm, bile da abes exam ni, rase mkin byk bnde yg tk settle.

and mkin byk bnde nk dpikirkn. these two weeks of
holiday gonna be busy and busy.

*heih, macam lahh. sume pike wayang, cuti, outing.
tk pon, melanguk dpn fb b'jam2. aq lahh tuu. 

pdhal bkn wt pape pn. jz scroll page tu ats bwh,tp tk jumpe pe yg dicarik.
okayy, buang mase. sangatt.


tp kli ni mmg byk bnde lahh nk kne wt.
 penat, lesu~ tp aq t'bace kate2 ni ;

'' penat dan letih hanya akan hilang bila tiada tanggungjawab.
dan tanggungjawab hanya akan hilang bila kita mati ''
means, selagi kite hidup, selagi tu la tggungjwb kite tkkn habes.
kalau tk, utk ape kite hdup kann ?

break the silence.

real life sometimes cant get along in your way.
in life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial.
so crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying wrong thing
at the wrong time. but lately what i've began to fear more than that,
is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
maybe i've said it, but you just take it easy.
so, im done of saying those things.


looking back regretting the moment we didnt speak up. of what actually
happened, or how do we felt. when we should've said 'im sorry'.
when we didnt stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
this is an open letter, made up of words i didnt say
when the moment was right in front me.
written to a specific person in mind, telling what i meant to tell you in person.
to someone i forgive for what you said in front of the whole world.


words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can
also put them back together. i hope you use yours for good, because the only
words you'll regret more than ones left unsaid, are the
ones you use to unintentionally hurt someone.
what you say might be too much for some people. maybe it will come out
all wrong and you'll stutter and walk away,
 wincing as you play it all back in your head.


there is a time for silence. there is a time waiting your turn.
but if you know how do you feel, and you're so clearly know what does you need
to say, you'll know it. you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus
of resounding voices saying 'i could've, but its too late now'.
its never too late to be brand new.

   inspired by taylor <3