so many things had screwed up. i dun even know how to start again.
how i wish i could push all the insincerity away.
why it has to be like this? i cant even think well right now.
it's like a fog that blurs the sane. okay, a bit harsh.
everything come up with problems.
it came like puff, and then everything's never be the same.
ohh Allah, please grant me a little bit resilient. so i can face all this.
i have a tonnes of things to do. but these matters
had took my passions awayy.
then i get something from my friend who said,
"i know someone who named is mar. mar that i know is a
person who is strong and determined,, she knows how to control
her problems and handle heavy burdens. and i believed
that she will be fine"
yess i am,, i am a person who knows
how to hide big things from everyone's eyes.
i know how to conceale my tears in front of my friends.
forcing laughter, faking smiles.
but im not sure i could stay pretending that way this time.
Allah is my only hope. and He will always be.
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