every cloud has its silver lining

i may not know, something that i did was actually wrong.
maybe it was right for my thought.
but how it will be when it comes to the sight of Allah ?
does He pleased with it ?
i frequently wondered in everything that's happening.
 it has been the food for thouhgts in these recent years.
maybe it is the way of correcting the misdoings.


there is one thing i do feared the most in my life.
it is when i'd wrongly choose the path.
that also same goes to when making decisions, hardly know what's the best.
but i also knew one thing, that is
everything happens for the best purpose. i believed in it.
He sent someone or something, it was not in vain.

instead of regretting it, i do feel grateful.

~forgive the others, accept them just the way they are,
and you'll feel better~

:')

mereka ~ 

tadi aku nampak mereka

ya Allah, rase teruja sangat tadi, terubat rindu nihh.

rase nk nanges punn ade. senyum sampai ke telinga :]

dah lame sangat tk jumpe dorg, kebetulan tadi semua ade kt situ.

teringat tahun lepas :')

.....

presently, i find it's hard for me to cope with anybody.

everyone arounds me and everyone who close to my heart.

i didn't mean to drag anything purposely.

but sometimes i can't understand why they are doing that and this.

or why these and why not those.

  it's doleful to get along with that particular thing.

maybe sometimes it's good to feel disappointed.
so that i'll know my sentiment isn't so important for them.
my feelings are made to be broken -.-


''what's the point in trying to explain how you feel ?
you know what happens. everyone acts
as if they're listening properly.
 but really, all they're doing is softening you up.
so you'll listen to what they're planning to say to you after.
and that's always : well, that's how things are, you'll get used to it"
huhh~