.....

presently, i find it's hard for me to cope with anybody.

everyone arounds me and everyone who close to my heart.

i didn't mean to drag anything purposely.

but sometimes i can't understand why they are doing that and this.

or why these and why not those.

  it's doleful to get along with that particular thing.

maybe sometimes it's good to feel disappointed.
so that i'll know my sentiment isn't so important for them.
my feelings are made to be broken -.-


''what's the point in trying to explain how you feel ?
you know what happens. everyone acts
as if they're listening properly.
 but really, all they're doing is softening you up.
so you'll listen to what they're planning to say to you after.
and that's always : well, that's how things are, you'll get used to it"
huhh~